i had my napfa yesterday.... and guess what, i failed! haha.... its no surprise really.... i did pretty ok for everything except for those damn pull-ups.... but i'm pretty happy with my results.... turned out better than expected.... now for the gold award.... haha.... yea, that's my aim for the next napfa.... i'm gonna train harder now.... i've never felt so pumped up before.... i am going to be the fittest guy in my class!!!! yea, you heard me right!! you can all laugh all you want, but that's exactly what i'm aiming for.... six months baby, six months....

today david totally humiliated me in lab..... haha.... that bloody bugger..... i will get even with him one of these days.... he was in one of those moods when his "suaning" powers was at its peak.... and me being his lab partner, i had to endure his bloody nonsense for that 2 bloody hours.... and that girl i was talking bout whom i had not been speaking to due to the teasing from my great and lovely friends, was sitting in front of us as usual.... and that david had to say something so damn bloody idiotic and stupid to me regarding her..... and she's like right in front of us?!! that guy have no bloody sense.... he did this not once but twice.... man.... it was so so embarrasing for me.... i don think i can ever face her again.... she must really think that i'm a bloody freak.... haha.... well david, you better watch out man.... one of these days....

well, i juz found out bout the thing.... my friend came back to me with what i call mixed results.... its seems that there is something good going on for this something which would normally be a good thing..... but there's this something else which is blocking it that makes it really really hard for anything to come out of the whole thing.... its really complicated..... though things are much clearer and not that cloudy, it does seem that its not going to be easy either.... why must that something exist.... why must it come and block the whole thing.... its really sad.... now i'm starting to think that it might be a mistake for me to start all this.... sigh.... i'm gonna let nature take its cause.... if it happens, it happens.... that's life for you.... i'm juz gonna wait for awhile and see how things turn out.... take care peeps....


Riz lost himself at 8/05/2004 10:39:00 pm

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